"I'm only me. That is all I can be. No more, no less, don't second guess. I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I've wished sometimes that I could die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop. You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay”

"SDC flashback"

UPEN - Name of only four alphabet, nobody used to called me before they did, and now i loved to introduced myself as UPEN, its not because i dont like my original name "UPENDRA" , its only because it always pulls me back into the flashback of these days. May be i always wanted to be a part of that memories. I have gained lots of knowledge, love, respect,HANG-BANG, some masti wala time,some unbreakable relation and of course lots of love from my Kamine Sathi haru :)

During my college life at Shankar Dev college (SDC) i found such a lovely friend without whom i fell incomplete, I found a special friend. Someone who changes my life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes me laugh until I can't stop. Someone who makes Me believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces Me that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for me to open it. This is forever friendship. When i am down and the world seems dark and empty, My forever friend lifts Me up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. My forever friend gets me through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If I turn and walk away, My forever friend follows me. If I lose My way, My forever friend guides me and cheers me on.my forever friend holds my hand and tells me that everything is going to be okay. I find such a Wonderful friend like them , So, I feel happy and complete because I need not worry. I have a forever friend, and forever has no end. ......................

Now some of these punky Faces are already become a Manager, Banker, Administrator, self-employed. but still they are my kamine, funky, dhakkan, chor friends who still wish to give miscalls to each-other so that i can give callback, they still looking for online for making viber/skypee call, waiting my first move in chat just because they ended last chat with text "bye". most of them already become husband of a lovely wife, few of them are father too (what a speed boss) but still for me they are unemployed, unmarried & bachelor with zero income. their unicorn,exteem and Hundai EON is only for ride for their wife; and for me "Petrol ko vau badeko badei xa yar hai?". settle in kathmandu is not a symble of settle its only a satisfaction for dad "chora le pragati garyo" but for us "khai yar budo vaiyo" . 

that was a time where we used to show "Pocket vari wala style" at the total bill of 100 for 10 cup tea with same ready-made dialog "Xod Keta aaja ma dinxu" but now billing for thousands rupee also never give that much of style. its not because we dont care value of money , it because to whome we spending it and with which feelings. sharing 1 plate momo , sassuge at "THELA", sekuwa at basantapur , canteen ko Pakoda or nali ko tea shop that was wonderful taste i ever had. 

I dont know what is the ending of life, what should be the ultimate divine happiness of life and what it will lead to us at the end but i wish if it can be stop at a point i always wanted to pause this all Drama right now with my friends and always wants to rewind tape of 3 years again and again. 

kapan  view point drive

after finishing my third year
at dhulikhel drive (sakhu )
sundarijal drive
(last month of my sdc)
dhulikhel (view point)

Baauddha stupa
 chet's  Birthday
quality kitchen, maitedevi

SDC compound
 (my last day in SDC)
its me   
smthing i love to see.

With Barun @ Quality kitchen, Maitidevi 

(Our Hang Bang Destination) 

inside the SDC class room 


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